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this is the box of chocolates

long time coming.

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30 janvier

ugh.

becca is super paranoid now.

and she is agitated and paranoid really.
so, she is going to watch vmars and pray that the people involved do not get funny ideas.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
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20 janvier

i am,

about to walk out straight and let me go.


.
.

some people are just unbelievably unbelievable. seriously.
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17 janvier

again?

actually, i am really very very tired.
i want to sleep now.


i havent had enough sleep.
i am cranky, grouchy and not happy.
not happy indeed.

perhaps thats why i got pissed easily today.
emotional highs and lows at its extreme is dangerous.

we all did a burnout rating test today at arts management class.. and im in the, warning; getting to burnout.
thats bad. really.
but, noo. i must push.
endure. press on. push forward. and dont care about how i feel anymore (in a way). it isnt about me all the time.



i am very very tired and i need some rest.
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15 janvier

sigh.

i am very very tired now.
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8 janvier

seeing how this can be dead..

i am meeting abby on friday. yayness!


and, what else.
school tmr. first lesson? lunchtime concert. haha.
then discussion on sem 2 projects.
then arts management.
and i think i will end school late tmr. so that kinda sucks.


then, ill be heading to the hospital again to see fara.
i dunno why is htere flesh coming out from her eyes. so i want to check.
but, at least her condition is improving slowly. so thankyou Jesus.


and jeremiah wong. you owe me a crystal jade la mian dinner cos you havent called me at all yet. so TOO BAD.
call diva together and then we shall go eat crystal jade la mian again ok? (: dont forget, you are paying for me this time.
and then we can all head to starbucks and chill and slack just like the old times.


i love shopping.
but God, can i have more money please? hahaha. :D


im getting sick. so i need to take care of myself.
its finally giving way. so i need to take care.
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4 janvier

we all

need to learn how to breathe sometimes.
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28 décembre

everything in its time.

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time


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.
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becca has gone numb.
things are all happening at the same time.
becca has retreated and wont be back out so soon.


it is funny how time changes how we see.
it has for me.




space out.
xoxo. becca.
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24 décembre

meme

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: rebecca teo mei hsien
Birthday: first june nineteen eighty eight
Birthplace: singapore; singapore general hospital
Current Location: singapore
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: brown with faded highlights
Height: 157cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: peranakan and im proud of it.
The Shoes You Wore Today: i wore chucks yesterday. (havent gone out yet.)
Your Weakness: good food and beautiful notebooks
Your Fears: if i say i am fearless, i am lying.
Your Perfect Pizza: lots of cheese and ham
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: this year is coming to an end. for 2007, i would love to pass my grade 8 please.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hey
Thoughts First Waking Up: what time is it? still can sleep in? what is the agenda today?
Your Best Physical Feature: i actually like my arms. near the hands not nearer to the body.
Your Bedtime: irregular. i slept at 5am last night.
Your Most Missed Memory: walking along the streets in lijiang.
Pepsi or Coke: NO! ok if i really had to choose, coke.
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king. but macs for fries.
Single or Group Dates: i love both.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: hmmm. none.
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate la. DUH.
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino. but i like lattes better.
Do you Smoke: no.
Do you Swear: occassionally.
Do you Sing: yes.
Do you Shower Daily: DUH.
Have you Been in Love: hahaha. erm, yes.
Do you want to go to College: i AM in college.
Do you want to get Married: yes. every girl wants to. really.
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes i dont.
Do you get Motion Sickness:&..39;>
Do you think you are Attractive: no.
Are you a Health Freak: no. because if i was, i would be skinny.
Do you get along with your Parents: most of the time.
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes. lovely.
Do you play an Instrument: yes. i am in music school, i have to at least know.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: just drank last night. (: so, YES.
In the past month have you Smoked: no. see above, i dont smoke.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: DUH.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes.
In the past month have you been on Stage: this month? no. (:
In the past month have you been Dumped: no.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: i havent tried it yet, so no.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes. i steal time.
Ever been Drunk: not yet and im proud of that too.
Ever been called a Tease: hahah. no.
Ever been Beaten up: yes. by my brother. we used to fight.
Ever Shoplifted: yes. when i was much younger. i stole chocolates in front of the cashier.
How do you want to Die: peacefully and knowing that i have done my work here and He is please and that He decides to say, "Come back home now, my Child."
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i have no idea. arts manager?
What country would you most like to Visit: EVERYWHERE.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: it doesnt really matter to me really.
Favourite Hair Color: it doesnt really matter also.
Short or Long Hair: short.
Height: taller than me.
Weight: i have no say in this.
Best Clothing Style: as long as it looks good on the guy, im happy. (:
Number of Drugs I have taken: alot.
Number of CDs I own: more than 10. happy? i cant count la. too lazy.
Number of Piercings: ear holes only. im too chicken to pierce my tummy.
Number of Tattoos: none.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i could make a list in my mind.

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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blessed christmas everyone.

blessed christmas everyone. (:


Jesus died for YOU and loves you just for WHO you are.
nothing as simple as that.
just as you are.

and remember His love. :)


i dont update here anymore.
so, do check my livejournal.
i might not update here entirely. so yeah.


BLESSED CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. (:

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